Basically, here I am. No longer in the bliss of all blisses which is my apartment. It will be missed. It already is missed.
I dont really have much else to say. Pittsurgh Connections is this weekend, so there is rehearsal for that in an hour. I have realized that I am not in Patrick's top five, but top seven, which is still pretty good. Before me is Brynn (obviously), Amanda (obviously), Jessie, Brianna/Brenda, and Samantha. Then maybe me along with James. Oh yeah, there is Zack. Zach is his ultimate favourite, so I guess we're bumped up to eight. Not that I'm complaining, top ten is all I ask. At least he knows my name. It sucks that we won't have him next semester, now that we finally understand him, and he is getting to know us. We have Lindy next term. I swear to god, if she makes me do Balanchine shit I will get incredibly pissed off. You can't just change classical ballet, asshole! At least Patrick agrees with that.
Anyway, I have to put a french twist in my hair from right to left- which means I'll do it from left to right, cuz I cant fingure out how to reverse it.
- Location:608 Thayer Hall
- Mood:
sore - Music:Altan
99 Truths
1. real name → Lydia
2. nickname→ Lyds, Lys, Lyvvi, Magenta, Lyddie, Lyddie Maggie, Russia
3. single or taken → Taken
4. zodiac sign → pices
5. male or female → female
6. elementary → Rand!
7. middle → Glenfield!
8. high → MHS!
9. eye color→ deep brown
10. hair color → uh, brown, blond, dark and light
11. long or short → long
15. are you a health freak→ nahhh b
16. height → 5'4
17. do you have a crush on someone → Yeah
18. do you like yourself → sometimes, sure i guess
19. piercings → nope
20. tattoos → soon perhaps
21. righty or lefty → Righty... actually ambi, but whatevs
FIRSTS
22. first surgery → wisdom teeth
23. first piercing → n/a
24. first best friend(s)→ hannah and emily
25. first award→ Sharon Miller's dancer award
26. first sport → soccer i guess
27. first pet → a fish named "Whoa, She's Pretty Fast"
28. first vacation → America! haha
29. first love → Ben Coover- haha
CURRENTLY :
49. eating → nothing
50. drinking → Nothing
53. listening to → swan lake
55. waiting to → finish this- then sleep
57. wearing→ snow pants & sweatshirt... HOTTIE ALERT! haha
YOUR FUTURE :
58. want kids?→ doubtful
59. want to get married? → maybe
60. career? → ballerina
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
68. lips or eyes? → Eyes
69. hugs or kisses → depends on the guy
70. shorter or taller → taller
72. romantic or spontaneous? → depends, both usually
73. nice stomach or nice arms?→ arms? whaaaat? i dunno -stomach i guess
75. hook-up or relationship? → Relationship usually-
77. trouble maker or hesitant?→ they have to be good to me
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. kissed a stranger → yes
79. drank bubbles → ew bubbles
80. lost glasses/contacts? → yupppp
81. ran away from home → yeah
82. broken any bones → toe. twice
84. broken someone's heart → yeahhh
85. been arrested → ha, not yet
86. cried when someone died → Yes
87. liked a friend→ Yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
88. yourself→ not usually
89. miracles→ hard to say
90. love at first sight → sure, why not
91. heaven → dunno
92. santa clause→ YES
93. sex on the first date → if it works out
94. kissing on the first date → Yeah
95. angels → my fam is "anti angel"
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? sometimes
97. what's something you're sick of? not knowing
98. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? eh, nah
99. do you believe in God? i have not yet decided
1. real name → Lydia
2. nickname→ Lyds, Lys, Lyvvi, Magenta, Lyddie, Lyddie Maggie, Russia
3. single or taken → Taken
4. zodiac sign → pices
5. male or female → female
6. elementary → Rand!
7. middle → Glenfield!
8. high → MHS!
9. eye color→ deep brown
10. hair color → uh, brown, blond, dark and light
11. long or short → long
15. are you a health freak→ nahhh b
16. height → 5'4
17. do you have a crush on someone → Yeah
18. do you like yourself → sometimes, sure i guess
19. piercings → nope
20. tattoos → soon perhaps
21. righty or lefty → Righty... actually ambi, but whatevs
FIRSTS
22. first surgery → wisdom teeth
23. first piercing → n/a
24. first best friend(s)→ hannah and emily
25. first award→ Sharon Miller's dancer award
26. first sport → soccer i guess
27. first pet → a fish named "Whoa, She's Pretty Fast"
28. first vacation → America! haha
29. first love → Ben Coover- haha
CURRENTLY :
49. eating → nothing
50. drinking → Nothing
53. listening to → swan lake
55. waiting to → finish this- then sleep
57. wearing→ snow pants & sweatshirt... HOTTIE ALERT! haha
YOUR FUTURE :
58. want kids?→ doubtful
59. want to get married? → maybe
60. career? → ballerina
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
68. lips or eyes? → Eyes
69. hugs or kisses → depends on the guy
70. shorter or taller → taller
72. romantic or spontaneous? → depends, both usually
73. nice stomach or nice arms?→ arms? whaaaat? i dunno -stomach i guess
75. hook-up or relationship? → Relationship usually-
77. trouble maker or hesitant?→ they have to be good to me
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. kissed a stranger → yes
79. drank bubbles → ew bubbles
80. lost glasses/contacts? → yupppp
81. ran away from home → yeah
82. broken any bones → toe. twice
84. broken someone's heart → yeahhh
85. been arrested → ha, not yet
86. cried when someone died → Yes
87. liked a friend→ Yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
88. yourself→ not usually
89. miracles→ hard to say
90. love at first sight → sure, why not
91. heaven → dunno
92. santa clause→ YES
93. sex on the first date → if it works out
94. kissing on the first date → Yeah
95. angels → my fam is "anti angel"
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? sometimes
97. what's something you're sick of? not knowing
98. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? eh, nah
99. do you believe in God? i have not yet decided
- Mood: thirsty
Dance Show 2007!! Friday and Saturday at 8pm, and Sunday at 3pm. You best be being there!!
MY BIRTHDAYS!!! SAT/SUN! YOU BETTER SEE ME ONE OF THOSE DAYS, OR I WILL BE SAD
In also kind of intersteing news, i'm cutting my hair. not extremely short, but there will def. be a change. Be prepared guys.
Happy about party on satrday... i think? hope it all goes thru....
- Mood:
crazy - Music:crash into me
i had cambells soup today
and an entire bag of goldfish
and then salsa. and saltines.
sweeeeeeet salt overload
- Mood:
full - Music:make it rain
MARCH 9, 10, 11
AKA, MY BRITHDAYS
BE THERE
OR ELSE...... BAD STUFF WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. I PROMISE. :)
love you guys
gooooooooooootcha
- Mood:
drunk - Music:shutupmyheadhurts
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
" She did not finish, but looked away from him. One hand continued to stroke away the white girl's hair. 'The magic chose the shape, not I', Schmendrick answered."
The last Unicorn, by Peter S. Beagle
i dont know why im posting. kind of down right now. the weirdest shit keeps happening. god- give me strength to get thru this hurting the fewest people possible.
- Mood: melancholy
- Music:without you- RENT
Imagine YOU. Walking into a room where there are 300 gorgeous girls in one room, all seemingly knowing each other and becoming reunited with squels of utter feminine delight. Not knowing where to register, and when you finally do, the instructors seem bored and pissed off as they hand you Number 539, and you give them a pitiful picture of yourself. Watching everyone casually show off their flexability or precision with ease, as they chat stupidly with friends, or reminisce about the summer before.
Finally being called in to a mirrored room where you are ordered according to number, and you see your reflection, and you are either a)hideously ugly commpared to everyone, b)hideously fat compared to everyone, c)hideously untalented compared to everyone, or d) all of the above.
The class begins and you miss the combinations because a) you dont understand the teacher, b)they spoke extremely fast, c)you were busy reorganizing yourself to not hit the girl next to you when you grande battement side, or d) you weren't paying attention.
Center is even worse. Groups of a smaller, undesignated number where you don't know which line of numbers you belong to, and the only hope around is that, "oh, i was next to the girl in the black leotard." NEWSFLASH: everyone's in a balck leotard. So you guess what line grouping you are in. And then the instructors yells out, "where's number 539?" and you realize that you were obviously in the wrong group, and now you look like a dunce.
Half of the combinations in the center you either a)don't understand, b) totally fucked up, c) fell and/or went in the wrong group, or d) may have done slightly okay, but they weren't looking at you, they were looking at Number 545 who is absolutly exceptional and perfect in every fuckin imaginable way.
You pray for the two hours to go by quickly.
You thank the teachers for the intolerable two hours, smile at the pianist, and exit the premisis.
Operation Impress Them, has failed miserable.
And you are back to square one.
have i mentioned i hate dance?
- Mood: crushed
- Music:--
but don't let this make you think that I am not incredible intelligent, who knows EXACTLY what they're doing at every given moment in time.
cuz thats still what I totally am
...
- Location:the hizzle
- Mood:
okay - Music:just like heaven- the cure
- Location:nj
- Mood:
confused - Music:james taylor
Anyway, the reason for this update is for the awesomeness of leaving school to go Christmas/Hannukkah/Bugaloo Day shopping with Charlotte, by fav person ever, becuase we have no time during non-schoool hours to go shopping. I like this plan.
So wait... are people home now?
- Location:montclair high schizzle
- Mood:
nervous - Music:we fly high, no lie, you know its true
so i never get them
fuccccckkkkk
why does nothing technological ever work?
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:origin of love
Then saturday its FV Hoopla, and then partying with my two fav gurlies.
Sick ass weekend much?? :)
- Mood: crazy
- Music:hip hop
I got contacts.
So, yeah, I can see.
And its madddd trippy as hell
- Mood:
impressed - Music:Third eye blind
.
Being home for the first time in 8 weeks = trippy as hell.
But the fact is, I'm home.
And I need to see eEVERYONE (who is still here, at least)
cuz I kinda did miss you :p
So give me a shout this week, becuase I know Im not doing anything.
Besides exitsing, i suppose... :)
- Location:HOME BITCHES!!!
- Mood: calm
- Music:HOLD ME CLOSER, TINY DANCER
Ive only been here for two weeks, but its already home. Tomorrow im going to fucking Mountain Creek, and im excited as shit. basically- itll be a party and a half.
hope all is well in mntclr.... kinda miss it, not gonna lie.
- Mood: amused
- Music:my 24 other CIT buds.... and, of course, Hips Dont Lie
images from ballet boot camp-
Brandon from CA and Lucas from Sweeden- my two favs :)
- Mood: crappy
Yes, packing IS lots of fun!
Leaving tomorrow at 230ish for boot camp. Wish me lots of luck; not sure if im gonna make it out alive ;)
- Mood: giggly
- Music:help me out- killers
1. Things are going to be very different with you on the other side of the coast. Even though we have spread apart a little bit, I know that I could always come to you to talk about stuff. I wish that I had a shite-load of cash, so i could come visit you at school, and make a whole road trip of it. I will miss your delightful spirit alot
2. I have enjoyed spending time with you when you have been home. Too bad you're psycho- haha :)
3. We have always said that we would spend more time together, because we know that we would be really good friends... I wish we had done it. I wish you weren't leaving so soon, but I hope that even though you are ging away, we'll continue to be friends, maybe even better then we are now. Have a wonderful summer.
4. Thanks for breaking my heart. It was actually the best thing to have happened to me this year.
5. I know you don't believe me, but it is true. I will always care for you.
6. It's funny how it has taken THIS LONG for us to become bfffffffffffffffff. I'm looking forward to spending lots of time with you this summer. It's gonna be absolutly MANIC. fuck yea.
7. Another person that I'm afraid I wont see that often/ever this summer. You are one of my dearest friends, and even though I said no, I still care for you. Have a fantastic summer.
8. You are probably the person I will miss the most. I can't even fathom how my year is gonna be without you. We have become soooo close, and I know that I can tell you anything -haha, as we have seen. Have a fanTAStic trip, as I know you will, you silly gal, and I better see ya before you leave!!
9. I can't wait to see you next year. Hopefully we'll stay as close as ever. You're an awesome kid; I better see you before I leave on Sunday.
10. I don't want you to leave me.
- Mood:
rushed - Music:the verve
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